I'm Just a Little Bit Caught in the M I D D L E

mood: giddy

It's all so silly. People are silly.

Silly, miserable, vile, amazing creatures. Everything has a beginning and an end. Does it matter how it ends? If it's inevitable, I mean. What's a bit more suffering, to beings that begin to die from the moment they're born? Hell can't be much worse than what humanity puts itself through.

I'm almost certain we've got better imaginations.

...people can be really cruel. Silly, but cruel all the same.

Tags: .malfunction day., inevitability, shadow!yako, silly people

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mood: terrified

{The camera angle swings back and forth, as Yako doesn't seem to realize that it's flipped on as she runs down a hallway. Her breath is coming in choking gasps, and every so often her pursuer is featured: the silver-haired man she had recently worn the form of. He isn't moving very fast at all, as he's also dragging the mutilated corpse of a middle-aged man with him. He calls out to her, voice full of childish glee.}

Come back little sister~! Don't you want to spend some quality time with Big Brother and Daddy?

{She sobs, hard and moves faster, mumbling a mixture of prayers and curses underneath her shallow, unsteady breath. The sounds of her footsteps pounding away against the floors soften an instant later, hitting odd, black tatami instead of dark wood. On it's final swing backwards, the camera catches a matching door sliding shut. Then it finally slips from her tight grip and skitters across the floor.

Once it stops spinning, the room (though sideways) is more visible. It's a feast of some sort, but the 'guests' are all wearing porcelain masks and in various states of painful death. The sole beings that stand out are Yako and the large black fox she just threw her arms around.

She clings to it, shaking like a leaf. She's crying and apologizing, and several of the demonic beast's nine tails circle around her consolingly.}

Have we learned our lesson?

{Yako hiccups and nods. The fox's eyes glow the same evil crimson of the various markings on its pelt.}

...y-yes....w-won't-won't go o-out any, any m-more...

Except...?

...'x-'xcept when, when I ha-have your p-pow-power....

Good girl.

Tags: .malfunction day., .nightmare day.

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mood: annoyed

.....





Seriously? This again?

Good God, we're knee-deep in this--this...cliched, delusional--

Ugh.

Tags: .malfunction day., belle/yako, can't believe this., everyone ever/yako, flauros/yako, naoya/yako, too much fanfiction, ugh

Posted at 08:36 am | Link | Leave a comment | 68 comments | Add to Memories | Tell a Friend

mood: angry

....this is sick.


( [Private//Hard to Hack] )

Tags: big brother, dammit, this isn't funny

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mood: depressed

It's a little delayed, but sorry to anybody whose things were damaged during the day I got forced into 'Wrath'...

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Tags: dad, homesick, mom, nightmares, sai, sorry about the rampage, two whole years

Posted at 05:54 pm | Link | Leave a comment | 25 comments | Add to Memories | Tell a Friend

mood: infuriated

{There's a burst of static, before a veritable cacophony pours out. Ripping, snapping, cracking, shattering--if it's destructive, you can hear it. Between the loud bouts of destruction, a soft, paced, decidedly feminine breathing can be heard.

There's a slight lull, before an even greater smashing noise comes. Apparently it was a door, as the storm of sound seems to fade off slightly.}



(ooc: So, insanity and wrath do not go well together. What little sliver of rationality remaining in Yako right now will try to steer her towards the less inhabited parts of Niflheim's house, but poke me if you want a confrontation!)

Tags: .malfunction day., black blood, destruction, rampage, wrath

Posted at 04:08 pm | Link | Leave a comment | 1 comment | Add to Memories | Tell a Friend

mood: ...odd

Geeze~

You know, I never expected to feel a change in age. I guess eighteen is a special time after all...

...anyone else feeling...hm.

Hungry isn't the word...

Tags: .malfunction day., day two, eighteen, late because i was a sick failboat yeste, lust

Posted at 10:56 am | Link | Leave a comment | 56 comments | Add to Memories | Tell a Friend

mood: anxious

So, how awkward was the other day for people, on a scale of 1 to 10?

( [Filtered to Niflheim] )

( [Private to Veld, viewable to Vincent/other people who were witnesses] )

( [Private to Bert] )

Tags: back in hell, oh god i kissed bert, post-forest panic, rufus will have an anneurism, the resident dad walked in

Posted at 09:25 am | Link | Leave a comment | 70 comments | Add to Memories | Tell a Friend

mood: restless

Okay, I'm having a bit of trouble....blocking out some feelings from the other day.

The house is still giving me the creeps, so I'm going out for a few days, if anyone cares or needs me for whatever reason. So...

Yeah, that's about it, see you all later.

Tags: a week in the forest, bert, can't tell rufus, please buy this

Posted at 08:26 pm | Link | Leave a comment | 40 comments | Add to Memories | Tell a Friend

mood: embarrassed

Well, as this place goes, that really wasn't so bad.

...sorry to whoever I, um, may have gone 'duckling' on. I was kind of clingy when I was little.

( [Private//Hard to Hack] )

Tags: fiancé?, fun while it lasted, oh dear, rufus will freak, we set a -fire-

Posted at 03:17 pm | Link | Leave a comment | 45 comments | Add to Memories | Tell a Friend

mood: lonely

So, so um, since our Mommies and Daddies aren't here, if, if, if anybody's hungry I can cook. Daddy says I'm really good, so, so, just tell me, okay?

Um! Also, my room is really really cool; there are these little dolls and things that can move and they have huge battles! It's fun to watch and there are movies too and a TV, but, but some of the movies look scary.

I-I'm Yako by the way. I hope we get along well and, and get home soon!

Tags: entertainment, food, scary movies shouldn't be watched alone, trying to make friends

Posted at 05:25 pm | Link | Leave a comment | 36 comments | Add to Memories | Tell a Friend

mood: embarrassed

Well. This is....weird.

Um. Does anybody want to swap clothes or something?

Tags: .malfunction day., can't fit into my clothes, so this is what it's like to be tall

Posted at 05:21 pm | Link | Leave a comment | 26 comments | Add to Memories | Tell a Friend

mood: frustrated

( [Private to Medusa//Hard to Hack] )

So. What did everybody do for Christmas last time?

Oh, and I'm still waiting on those pants, Flauros.

Tags: black blood, christmas, flauros, medusa, pants, warning

Posted at 04:05 pm | Link | Leave a comment | 42 comments | Add to Memories | Tell a Friend

mood: annoyed

Good God.

What is wrong with you people?

Seriously. If you don't want to accidentally say things you don't want to, just shut up. It's that simple.

--Oh...

I'm sorry. That was harsh.

( [Private//hard to Hack] )

Tags: .malfunction day., freudian slip, oops, simple answer, temper temper

Posted at 07:02 pm | Link | Leave a comment | 16 comments | Add to Memories | Tell a Friend

mood: cheerful

( [Private to Myre, Lucifer, and Rufus] )

My, my. The weather's certainly been lovely lately.

Tags: .family fun day., .malfunction day., mother of the devil & dragon, my stuff

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mood: Worried (but dealing with it)

Hm...Hey, who's been here the longest?


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Tags: a simple question, ahaha i'm fine really, dreams, gonna figure this out, interpretation, ohcrapcrapcrap, trashed another room

Posted at 08:29 pm | Link | Leave a comment | 41 comments | Add to Memories | Tell a Friend

mood: hot

Hey, does anybody know if there's a pool or a beach around here?


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Tags: balam, blood collection, grimmjow, heat, stupid fox, summer, swimming, theories

Posted at 08:48 pm | Link | Leave a comment | 38 comments | Add to Memories | Tell a Friend

mood: reluctant

( [Private to Flauros] )


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Tags: demon blood, favor, flauros, really don't wanna do this, sai, trying to leave balam out of it

Posted at 08:40 pm | Link | Leave a comment | 10 comments | Add to Memories | Tell a Friend

location: Kitchen

mood: amused

I still can't get over how hilarious that match was...


( [Private to Tohru] )

Tags: amused, trial, winner

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